And then I pull out my old blade, I no longer wanna be saved.
We may have ended things but they’ll never be fully over. You’ll always have a special place inside my heart where you shall stay for the rest of my life. You’re the one who saved me from the wreckage inside my mind…every dark thought or moment you were there standing beside me, watching over me and being that faint light in the distance helping me find my way out of darkness. And that’s something no one can take away. We may have lost one relationship, but I refuse to give up the other. You’re my best friend before anything else and that’s how it shall remain. We’ll both one day eventually move on…from each other and with our lives. It’ll be hard to watch at first, someone else making us happy the way we wish we could have…but that’s just how it goes. The most important thing is that we’re both finally happy and content with our lives, and not just that but content with living in general. We’re the kind of people who go through everyday struggling to survive. And that’s why we still need one another, ill hold your hand forever and guide you through any storm you’re caught in…big or small… And I’ll kill myself trying to save your life. Good byes are something I was never good at…I’m actually horrible, someone who’s held such purpose in my life and is the reason my hearts still beating and I’m still breathing is hard to let go of. But I now know you’ll never be fully gone. So instead of saying good bye to you, it’s more of a see you later…I wish you the best in your long journey through life and I hope you finally find the one who brightens your day with just a smile. You deserve the best and I’m sorry I couldn’t be that for you. And that’s about all I have to say at this point…ill miss you…see you later.